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war and peace - love and crime wispers in the stomack of the old beast - SUPER OPTIMISTIC WE OVERCOME
free ukraine victims of the war or so we dream = freedom to independence and democracy ... why always so bloody ?
sorry for my long and bad writing.. i m a woodpecker - part of the bird family called ARTISTS AND FASHION AS ARTISTS , which also includes the piculets, wrynecks and sapsuckers. I feel a bit UNDER WATER due to a parasite that introduced itslef into my own life and my body... sorry to not give details... but that makes you wake up and go hyper productive
there is also a new video on your tube about what i try what we all try to achieve peace and love and no to all wars and scams
she is my elexir. my power in the wooden brain of my woodpecker bloodlfow .... FOREVER ALL TO HER FOREVER
THE GOSTS... SAY .. STOP CONSUMING DURING WAR TIMES.... BLOCKADE ....
WHAT DO LOVE AND WAR HAVE TOGETHER? SHORTEST ANSWER AND ALWAYS THE BEST IN TIMES OF LIFE AND DEATH DECISION: THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SAME COIN
BUT WHY CAN LOVE ONLY BE CALLED LOVE WHEN IT IS FOREVER? BECAUSE WE HAVE TO BE 100 % INVOVLED IN IT OTHERWISE I CAN'T STICK \
BUT WHY CAN WARS LAST FOREVER WHEN THERE IS NO DIALOG, NO PLAN BASED ON REALITY? BECAUSE THEY INSIST ON THE TOTAL DISTRUCTION OF ITS ENEMY
IS THERE ANY EXAMPLE OF TOTAL DISTRUCTION IN HISTORY OF A PEOPLE, A SPECIES OR EVEN A CULTURE OR AN ART OR FASHION TREND? MY ANSWER WOVEN OR BLENDED INTO MY ART, MY WRITING, MY DESIGN AND MY SPRAWLING WAYS OF ART MAKING, DIRT REPORTING AND GOING FORWARD WITH MY LOVE PROJECT "PENG FOREVER" (SHE IS MY CENTER, MY UNIVERSE, MYGOD-ERSATZ, AND I LOVE HER WAY OF DOING THINGS AND INSPRIRING ME TO BEAT EASILY THE MARK OF 100 YEARS LONG LIVING IN PEACE WITH HER - THAT IS MY BELIEVE OF ETERNITY (FOREVERNESS) AND IS COLORBLIND - IT IS THE AWARENESS THAT WE ARE ALL INDIVIDUALS AND NEED LOVE AND SECURITY AND FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND CANNOT OPERATE AS SPINOZA SAYS "WINDOWLESS" (HE FIXED IT WITH A HIGHER 'CONNECTOR" TO ESCAPE THE WORD SO WRITTEN ON EACH DOLLAR ----- WELL... I CAN ACCEPT A THREE LETTER WORD BUT NOT THE NAME FROM A NON-DEMOCRATIC, WANNA-BE-FASHIST IN "ABOVE THE LAW - SELF-ENTHRONMENT POSITIOIN AT THE WHITE HOUSE.... HENCE I ALSO POWERED BY THE AS WHITE IMAGINED ANTIQUES, THAT WERE AS COLORFUL AS IT GET .... AND LAST BUT DON'T IGNORE WHO REALLY PRODUCED OUR CURRENT LAW CODEXES OVER THE FRIST HALF MILLENISUM: THE ROMANS, AND THEN .... FORGET ECLESSIASTIC OPPRESSION AND THINKING AND JUMP TO ROUSSEAU, KANT, HEGEL, MARX AND THE FRANKFURT SCHOOL PLUS BE POWERED BY WITTGENSTEIN AND ON THE WAY OUT BACK INTO THE LOOP OF WHAT IS REAL : FORGET ABOUT FREUD.... FORGET ABOUT LACAN, FORGET ABOUT THOSE WHO CALL THEMSELF STRUCTURALISTS BUT LEARN AND READ THEM AND CALL YOURSELF HOPEFULLY A HISTORIOGRAPHER OF WHEN THINGS WENT WRONG AND WHY THEY WENT WRONG AND WHY THEY WILL ALWASY GO WRONG IN WHATEVER OUTFIT YOU BRING IT IN WHATEVER DIALOECT OR IDIOM YOUR SELL IT ... AND BE IT CRYPO OR CHINESE, ASIAN OR EUROPEAN, AFRICAN OR WHITE RUSSIAN OR BELLARUSS OR PUTINESQUE.. WE KNOW THE SMELL OF LOVE, WE KNOW THE SMELL OF BLOOD WE KNOW THE SMELL OF NEW BORNS WE KNOW THE SMELL OF HATE AND WE KNOW THE SMELL OF WAR.... AND I AM FOR SURE NOT A PARFUM CONSUMING BEAU BUT I TRY MY BEST TO MAKE SENSE AND THAT IS WHAT INFORMS MY WORK OF ART AND MY LIFE AND MY ATTEMPT TO DO WHAT IS CALLED AD FONTES -- GO BACK TO THE SOURCES .. THE ORIGINAL TEXT, THE ORIGINAL CRIME AND SEE WHAT CAN BE RESCHUED FROM THE RUBBLES.. FULL STOP NO ::: ONLY DIALOG AND MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING AND TEAM WORK AND OVERCOMING OF CRIMES LEAD US FORWARD BUT NOT "TOTAL BOMBING INTO PRE CIVILISATION" AS TRUMP WARNS IRAN WHEN HE SITS AROUND AND HAS NOT EVEN ANY WEAPONS LEFT... BUT YES... CAN ANY PARTY ERASE ANOTHER ..... NO NO NO NO... THEY CAN DESTROY DESROY BUT IT WILL RE-EMERGE AND THE CANCER OF DISUNITY, OF DISCORDIA, WILL GROW AGAIN LIKE A CANCEROUS CELL IN A BODY NO MATTER WHAT MEMORY LANE IS DISABLED OR FORBIDDEN OR TORTURED OUT OF PEOPLE S BRAIN... DEBRAINING IS NOT A WAY FORWARD, MILITARY NEVER WORKS EXCEPT IN ABSOLUTELY TOXIC WAYS AND THAT HAS A PRICE ON ALL PARTIES.. ALL. BECAUSE THE WINNING PARTY ABSORBS THE SPECIES, THE GROUP, THE PEOPLE, THE CELLS, THE DEFINING ASPECTS OF THE LOSING PARTY AND MERGES INTO A NEW CONFUSED AND YET SOON HARDENED IMPROVED MORE CONFLICT RESISTENT "THING" TO BE SOON CHALLENGED AGAIN. PACISIFM AND BELIEVING IN LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY TO MOVE FORWARD BUT IT S NOT A LETTER OF "BLANK" - IT NEVER HAPPENED.. .. ONLY IF YOU GO BACK... IN HISTORY CAN HUMANS AND POPULATIONS AND NATIONS AND INDIVIDUALS AND FAMILIES UNDERSTAND WHERE THE REAL CULPTRIT IS WAS OR STILL LINGERS.. i am a person who is extremely postive admist all this "end of the world post covid thinking" and AI is nothing new but the old old the same. i belong to the anti-hatred class and NOW .... forever happy ... with my love Peng - new love of course, will never make you forget the justice burried and the injustice winning ... but no need to read..... PEACE IN THE MIDDLE EAST PEACE IN THE UKRAINE PEACE IN CHINA AND EVERYWHERE ELSE BUT wish me luck to afford my failures I never defended myself other but by beauty and the pen, learning and hopeing and accepting .... what will come ... is now to be seen but we are ourselves the drivers thanks for checking my work and not to judge me or others: but no forgiveness to KILLERS WHEN NOT IN UTTER SELF DEFENSE, TO SUPRESSORS AND RAPIST OF INDIVDUALS AND NO TO ALL FANATICS WHEREEVER THEY ARE BUT IN THE END... THEY ARE ALL INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE THE CAPACITY TO CAPTURE THE IMAGINATION OF THE MASSES.. HENCE educaton and a steady believe in what you think is just is alwasy a good starting point.... meaning "cogito ergo sum"
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND HERE PENG FOREVER .... ALL OUTFITS MADE FOR HER AND MY KIDS
sorry i m so boring and legal - but LOVE IS FOREVER -- AND MY DAUGHTER ISADORA GANAHL THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE _ IF ITS NOT FOREVER ITS NOT LOVE -- LOVE IS LOVE - A SONG AND REALITY BUT HERE SEE SOME POST TRAUMATIC PAINTINGS OF ME AND MY WORK AS AN ARTIST and family oriented man... somebody who loves discussions not for the sake of the discussion but to build a base you can trust forever yes my love peng is black ... today and brown tomorrow and white in her heart and yellow on the toilet andysuper amazing in her mind and powered by justice... and a person i 100 % believe in because if i wouldn't believe in her who could i believe in myself... and if i wouldn't believe that i love my art works... why would i do fine art and since art is my only way forward and the word follows it... why should my world not be intertwined with politics bc I have never experienced anything but wild scams around me that go back into the history and need to be understood with the run of events in my origianl countries no matter what they do today because we know... any place, any situation can change on a dime when massive massive, fundamental trust is violeated by a small or big mistake.... you get a house burned down, a bancruptcy, a big financial loss or a divorce... and i can sing endless songs and not saying i am a victim.. because.... people say YOU are a man, you are white eurepean, you intrude in other peoples domains.... down with your head... hence... wow I am well and hopefull but i can tell what poverty and drugs and alcohol and divorce and deprivation can do to people and wrong ideologies and mass hatred spread so .... I am today a realist.... my new found love -- UNA ESTRELLA .. A STAR... NOT A SPARKLING SPUMANTE ONE NIGHT STAND.. .WITH AN ELEGANT "FUK IT CIGARETTE" AND "WHAT HAPPENED .... STAYS ..... " ISHNESS..
love is a forever stand I miss and love my kids forever who i educated myself and that as long as i could... and education is the most valuable thing in life .. .as well as a moral compass not based on a president... on a corrupt foot ball hero or whatever you can offer as celebrity....
since I started to doubt the presence of what they called the supreme power ... with a 3 word letter ... my life improoved massively but my friends started to be made elsewhere and anger descended on me the more I spoke back.. starting with a really fierece beating hand that was pulled in such ferocity and speed that i know... I need to leave this place no matter what and forever... and i will never raise a hand against a kid ... so that is my origin .. and below read it in wood ..
knocking wood and wooden truth... AGAINST GREED - corportae greed and violations of the constitution of the usa.. at the 250 year point of its existence...
LET S NOW SEE WHY I KNOCK ON WOOD
now... why do i speak of GEO ... THESE ARE ICE AND PEOPLE WHO MAKE MONEY WITH THE INDUSTRIAL IMPRISONER COMPLEX.. AND THAT IS ALL TRUMP WHO ENRICHES HIMSELF WITH THE BIGGEST DONOR OF THIS CAMPAIGN ... but why here becasue LOVE IS HERE THE REAL LOSER families destroyed people killed in detention centers and who profits the most again his family AND I GET TO ENVIE THESE BICYCLES HERE WHO DID NOT MAKE IT THROUGHT THE NIGHT
and that fear ... in regard to IMMIGRATON WAS USED ALSO BY MISTER REARDON TO SIMPLY TRASH HER AS IF BURNED WOOD BUT RIGHT HERE I POSE AS FAT POSSUM ... BC THEY EAT MY BRAIN AND KILL MY TIME AND STEAL MY HOPE WHILE WAITING FOR MY LOVE TO RETURN.... GERMAN SONG: MUSS I DENN MUSS I DENN ZU UM STAEDTELE HINAUS.. A NICE SONG... A WAR SONG ... BASICALLY MUSIC HAS ALL KIND OF PURPOSES BUT WAR IS WHAT I HAVE IN MIND EXCEPT ANTI-WAR EFFECTS ARE DESIRED.. HENCE.. HERE I POSE AS A POSSUM ON A PILE OF LANDED SCHWINN BICYCLES BECAUS SWIMM soudns like schwein... meaning.. trump once was called for real trumpf .. which is the same gambling position he still holds today to the detrement of all people who can t pay their bill... everybody always makes fun of me when i complain on media to be in bancruptcy , to be unable to pay my bills and the answer is .. yes... i am still alive but only thanks to the help of others can i make it throught this infernal winter of wars.. that started in my personal case to tell you really the truth decades ago but the upside of this bicycle desaster to not mention things by name is ... .i love my life now better than ever before DUE TO PENG .. WHO TELLS ME to calm down and hence my chinese is a bit like the entanglement on this pool... half in but will i ever speak mandarin fluently so i can make my raison d etre more clear... yes.. one day hope from my love who landed... and calms me down and the future is called... forever learning forever loving forever helpoing each other to make it as art and fashion people... am i here to detailed... ?
waiting is a nice place in the line towards the most cruxial health related result that might pop up if doctors don't postpone it again ..... for the third time.... and therefore when a tree is bitter sweat when you are happy and bitter sour when you are - the time to find out makes this tree look like the bag of a possum that just escaped my view but i got a hint of what they eat.. they are like rats just a bit bigger and walk in colonies one by one and don't really speak any of our languages but their senry is impressive - they also love to carry rabbies against which i was once effected when i visited the soviet union and was bitten by stray dogs... while their entire economy and social life was a bit stray to say the least and where dead dogs were seen in hallways as if in a moscow medical facility .... hygene was absent... but annoucment of bombing a society into a state of pre-civilisation and then from a man who is a convicted criminal and the biggest inside trader of all US history is mind buggling that even CAMUS rollerdex would have rolled back from this central point near the MET Museum where the director even has an art work of mine but understood that an artist without a decent gallery system is a war without arms and yet i ask myself.. why did mister SUPER MAN in the white house start two wars at the same time to not even get what mister obama had.. when it came to slowly integrating iran into the system wiht the hope and promise that inspections concerning nuclear deals are working and they were allowed and working and the people loved to be integrated but now.. even the last irani who wanted the USA to liberate them... well.. everything has changed and the house of cards crashes over the preseident of this park resident but i wish and hope the US constitution and finally even a war crime commission will do the rest so the possum here, fat and dark can turn into a painting the way it deserves to be painted... we know those lonely figures who spend like me days and night writing and yet not getting done anything but the wrath of the wretched from the earth.. sorry mister Fanon.. yes.. i loved to learn from you and still do so on a daily basis .... FRANTZ FANON made life even in the decollonisation period .. not even finished... see the spain painting worth survivin.
post-underwhelmed by this waiting time as if something that you wash your anus with and flash down the toilet returns as possum and asks where is the night i love frantz fanon .. from that zone
in these days i sit here and don't even have the means to pay for toilet papers becaue I am scared that my brand of distrust called post traumatic paranoia.... could land me on some land mass because who wants to be shamed and blamed for such a tragedy and hence why i love to make commedesmarxists dresses and proceed by bicycle and never give up hope till DEATH will do my part well i am making it of course to 105 given my life style of mostly living in my mind and with books and never give up learning and hoping but
yes.. love is forever thanks to my lady of TRUST
now .. i call them FAT POSSUM
WHEN REAL ESTATE DEVELLOPERS THINK THEY CAN MAKE OUT OF WAR ZONES HOLLIDAY RESORTS AND STEAL NOBEL PRICE MEDALS FROM WOMEN WHO DESERVED THEM BUT THEN DOESN'T EVEN INVOLVE HER IN THE PROCESS OF DEMOCRATIZATION OF A "POLICE ACTION" - THE BLUE PRINT OF TRUMPS MASSIVE MISCALCULATIONS IN THE MIDDLE EAST .. HENCE FROM NOW ON ... FORGET ABOUT the personal and think exclusively the way you want... but .... I am happy to be only an observing artist and fashion designer and i dispice what comes out of russia AND ITS DICTATOR SHPS ....
I M PRO UKRAINE AND DEMOCRACY BUT MY WAY IS SYMPBOLIC AND NOT VIOLENT .... NO VIOLENCE
that period of history you want to forget.. but it is DAMMED COMPARABLE WHAT CURRENTLY GOES ON IN WASHINGTON.. DOUBLING DOWN... RETROACTIVE PARDONS OF SELF-DECLARED NEO NAZIS, PEOPLE WHO RAMM CARS INTO PROTESTERS AND CALL THEMSELVES MAGA AND THE WORST OF ALL THE SEPTEMBER 6TH 2021 ATTACK ON THE VERY FOUNDATOiN OF DEMOCRACY IN A YEAR WE CALL 250 YEAS.. BY A MAN WHO WANTS TO CALL IT A QUIT (what has that man not tanked... )
BICYCLE LOVE ON THE BENCH... THere are many benches but that is from a park that belongs to everybody yet we know some ppl think... only one kind of people are allowed on these old wood that have seen all kind of people loving or mourning or freezing or somehow surviving but the possum is never far and so are other rodents and in all respect I am belongting to the group of people who are slammed as having to go to the courts.... to stay myself afloat .. .and I belong to the people who love to document summers in the amazig city where john lennon was killed and where somebody lives with whom i have a very, very bad imporession ...except seperated by many blocks... thankfully, the preservatory society reminds us now who the part of the park was literally stolen from communities... and hence... the central park is a space now for all... except ... do not find yourself in troubles ... for me all life in the city has been around that truf... yet nobody would alow me to call it home turf... all i get is ...... why are you there I wish i could answer why am I here yet i know why but i don t dare to mention here names so i call it simply Poverty research ... how to survive some 3 days a week ... because ICE repatriation services has their names also in all data banks.. but this is NYC food bank.. local station for people who have too many bills they cannot cover due to the fact that this is not a machine gun police place or a above the law place... but the incredibly complex do it yourslelf place where patience is another word for endlessly being wihtout justice
now.. i am for real showing what i do .. hence.. political textile based activism with nationalist colors because in that area of Europe war is not an IG joke or some youtube video and they need desperate help .... but the 4 to 6 million defense equipment is not so easily replenishable against the mostly russian or chinese or iranian made missiles ... *consider that war in the south.. the strait of harmuz - that one .... they costs only 30 000 dollar and the tech is in need of an international supply chain that is now interrupted... as if we could not have anticipated that .. but mega war brain influencer maga war president who things he can fix shit by bombing .. well.. now .. out of all options.. but the voters will go to the poles.. and i love that aspect of democracy and incredilbe dare mostly failing experiment but at least ... we keep drying nad i do the same
am i greedy or do i just study chinese.... but i know the answer.. i m looked at tan lan .. avaricoius voracious when it comes to studying and to do fine art... but am i not overwhelmed ... it d say ... yes .. except i need i wish i could pay bills and see them as a token... a wooden oil and ink based currency but no proper platform no returns we keep trying ( so look at this... i listen to BBC -- and in one week.... drones in germany !!!! ... on one site that is air defense system... partriot ... and also next to ukrainian plan in leibzig airport... --- super sensitive data .... meaning ....
BUT WHEN I SAY GREED IS IN THE AIR... WELL.. READ BELOW.. A CERTAIN SOVIET MAN IS ACTIVE TESTING WHAT A SOCALLED WESTERN COUTNRY TOO WELL KNOW TO MISTER PUTIN... PERFECT IN GERMAN... CAN DO ... WOW .... SORRY I LOVE FINE ART
Search underway at Leipzig airport for debris from another drone that collided with cargo aircraftIvanna Kostina
Thu, August 6, 2026 at 3:50 AM EDT
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Drones spotted over German military base amid uptick in similar incidentsflown by the ENEMY WITH TWO CARDS Two drones were spotted flying over a German military base earlier this week, just two days after a drone carrying explosives was found at a cargo airport, the German Armed Forces said on Saturday. Security surveillance at the Bundeswehr base in Mechernich reported seeing two drones around 10 p.m. on Thursday, according to a statement from the German Joint Force Command. The sightings were confirmed and military police forces deployed to the site. |
jeremy Bentham .. a bit old would have loved to live in our age.... because.. what s not so funny is there the fact during war times a bit east of Berlin, east of half of Europe, an active war... well in all likelyhood, russian operatives fly spy drones successfully over their biggest defense structures and see how long they took till action... guess what that war action is called HYPRID WAR FARE... use whatever you can ...a bit like in war and love why because death or life.. but why war .. why war and its worth defending .... but the biggest defender of Germany.. guess where is he.. out of weapons.. an lame duck president who even withodrow lots of defense batteries.... so now we see whether we like it or not... where mister putin would love to end up again in berlin trump can only say.. we are all war criminals and ideots but i ruined the nato allience and wasted all defense materials on ego projects that tank even the us economy sooner than later ... am i pessimistic ? no.. only radical truth can improve the situation
sommer in the city with BBC - a beautiful emmission that tells me ... where drones for hybrid war fares are made.... cheap and efficent in china.. then improved and distributed to those who are on the "other" side.. and when they then end up nicely in russia and in the middle east and over germany ... well... wish us luck... but i feel great because my lung is alreadsy compromised by asthma.. but sometimes .. i start feeling as if .... .. the air is really thick and too hot and why does the usa not have red the signs so much earlier.. .. its clear .. for certain people .. politics and the military is a sports event ... stupidity has a massive umbrella that tells the commander in chief.. we need to invate our own friends... and kick people out in order to win what.... elections he now really loses because WARS COSTS A LOT OF MONEY AND MONEY IS NOT WINNING WARS... BUT LOOK who are really the adversaries in this game.. NON DEMOCRATIC COUNTRIES AND ALL THOSE WHO ARE NOT PLAYING BY THE BOOKS.... HENCE.. WOW WOW WOW .. my first art work about drones i made may be decades ago.... but yes... very familiar.. but now .. drones are not just in hte hands of the usa but in everybody who has heard of the word usa.
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