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fWAYS TO SUPPORT THE ART PERSONA RAINER GANAHL PLAYED BY RAINRT GANAHL AS A REAL NON GRATA - for the beast for the beauty for the beat of teh bast

 

 

I CALL THIS A BIT life blogging.. (jan 7 2021)

life blogging on what is not a blog

meaning... i write now here while i listen to the npr and bbc more or less at the same time.. (but so i really understand it. hence i take my time but i consult different medea including german ones... or what you have - hence i look for painters. to keep the messge going ... )

ok -- WHAT MAKES THIS MEDIA ART.. AND NOT NOT ONLY TERRORISM AND .... HERE ALL THE INTERNATIONALS fillers: coup , insurrection, WIENER ACTIONISTM, ... NAM JUNE PAIK DESACRATION OF INSTRUMENTS AND MUSICAL TRADITOINS.. ETC.. FILM HISTORY

 

BUT WHAT WE HAD LAST NIGHT. WAS REAL. MENAING REAL SHITTING ON TABLES, REAL DESTRUCTION OF BLACK !!!! LAWMAKERA.. HENCE REALLY RACIST, .. REAL IMPOSITION AS TRUMP.. HENCE IN THE SENSE OF ...REALLY REALLY TRUMPY.. REALLY RALLY MAYHEM.. AND I CAN ONLY RECOMMEND HTIS CALMING ARTICLE I READ THjIS MONRING.. and if feel guilty...as well

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwZOwk5ew10

 

---- but also .... now i need to see whether i placed something on my on IG @lrainerganah and even my other ig: @strangeteaching @strangeteachingart @impeachmenthearings @sellingmylibrary etc. i think i have more ... I do

but the est are me as well but meonly on certain projects

NOW I GO INTO COVID FORCED NEWS RETIREMENT... HENCE the fact that i cant go biking.. i go today makes it worse

 

desecration of office --- they don t use PORN .. bc that is implicit.. in the obscenity of all images.. hence porn is everywhere on IG on Tinder everwhere.. in raps.. but his shit is real... nence only WHITE SUIPREMACY, ONLY MOKING INDIANS, OnLY SHITTING ON THE RIGHS OF ANY MINORITY AND ONLY TRUMP VALUES.. HENCE. this shit is .. this shit needs to be taugt to my little chilcren.. and i hat e to see this shit to be TOLD TO MY CHLDREN,.. BUT THEY SEE IT ANYHOW.. hence i coujldn t i simply ouldn t also mention how I felt... on the ohter side.. how i ffelt as a father when my beloved isadroa comes suddenly up to me from behind .. from one moment to the next and HITS ME IWTH HER BABY FISTS INTO MY face and the mami waited with teh camera ..and told the kidsa ven on video... she sent to the da office... (district attorney of nyc ) that i was hidding the children because i didn t understand .. yes i was running after her and wanted to ask her what is going on adn teh tehy locked the door but i left them there and left.. the house.. bc by then i got the point.. ... i lgo the point.. a trap.. .. how disgusting... to instrumetnalize children,.. how disgusting to weaponize the meida. .how disgusting that i have to make this kind of shit show.. how diisgusting when the real and teh symbolic, the metaporical and the whatever theoeritcal categories collapse on us.. whith white house examples that are EVEN WORSE THAN MY PERSOAL SOAP...BECAUSE WHATEVER I DID OR DIDNT DO . THAT IS NOT THE POINT BUT I WANT TO SEE MY children.. point.. and when i was detained for so long... i thnk i ve paid the price... so finally i would love to see my chldren and not only 15 min on skype.. so there is relaxation.. i cry for my chlildren.. it s seriuos. ....

hnece below.. money needed... but ignore it.. i would mysel fnot pay 20 dollar for this nonsense. bc i can make it myself.. but do i alwas need to be my onw colletor of my own art.. i have a fab collection of art.. (including a piece by rainer ganahl. or my be 2 are available.. i impersonate myself.. i m my own laywer bc courst are endlessly on covid and the mother is endlessly not taking hte zoom conference calls by the lawyers and whoever .... to advance the case so i could see th hildren... for a healthy meda free walk in t he park... anyhow..

nothing.

 

happy new year anyhow

 

HOW DOES IT FUNCTION:

electronic art work to be sold for 20 $ or 20 Euro- this is not a blind auction : you name me the price and you get it - payment in cashap, venmo, bitcoin or any other way - you also can simply send 20 $ by mail - THE POINT : YOU PAY FIRST and then you get it signed and sent to you as an electonic image. (part of MANHATTAN MARXISM )

 

during the most MISERABLE TIMES IN CAPITALISM poor people had to share beds with parents and disgusting things happened. No, disgusting things happened to me, hence having the courts not work --- family court and criiminal court and medical court .. the most disgusting one - I as a parent give permission to post my child stars egar and Isadora ganahl here for sale- BY A DIGITAL PRINT OF THEM FOR THE PRICE MENTIONED ABOVE. hence this site is chld friendly.

 

ask the fcc

now, concening the images that display really gross things ... like the Rainer Ganahl symbol of obscenety ... the male organ - as a grafiti -- they cost the same . now. the lprofiles you find on web sites where people look for love .. desperate pareents look for love on tinder but find pornography and ugly things. often I am aske to pay 200 DOLLARS OR 300 DOLLARS BUT THE usual price for socalled intimate meetings is 400 dollars. I never pay. I want it "for free" - hence i have no money. i am poor. I find poverty not obscene when it is real. but when i see .... waste and the waste of educational opportunity for my children, then their father (he is having 50 % custody hence he says yes)

 

i am very happy to accept orders by the new york city court police to be handed a protest note.. but currently i haven t hurt for a year and a half. also. should tehy really come I wiill take the free speech argument or i will take hte insanity argument.. and then i will simply not remember the codes to my very complaicated html program. hence. even my lawyer... i am bankrupt and my kids are already taken hence, my form of "appauling pornography consists of simply showing " how desperat an larist father.-- albeit of bankrupt or shitting on the flloor on tiles on a canvas and calling art or not .- is .... to be fathr.. hence zoom. but zoom recordings are also amazing.. i love zoom. and i love apple and i love politicd and i am single. .hence. i make new kids bc my old giksa, like my beloved edgar ganahl and isadora ganahl are not art stars. or films stars and go find them interview them. make them more famous.. and then we are parnographic. we are Deniro. and hence it is a honor to be really scaring even the most radical talent of teh new new york film school like theese incredible talented people who are appauled by my filmd and now. decided to not have me anymore audit for the audition. and my audition is now a an imaginary project of a film. hence a dreams...

 

now talking about dreams and im angry and i m dreaming and i am "doing the wrong things and i am not doing the wrong things" bc twitters doesnt apply to my case, because im really not famous.. hence. i annoy really famous poeple like justices and supreme court buildings and curators. and famiouy art stars and galleries and basically anybody..

hence i need glassses by oscar magnuson and i m oscar agnusons... i love oscar magnuson because the really love me.. google oscarmagnuson or find them on IG or find them anywhere includng the disgusting profiles of the actor rainer ganahl who fails everything.

 

anyhow.. here these are my first iamges.. for sale. by the way.. this is all fake. any resemblance to existing people like tinder wanna be lovers - albeit of what relationsip i have with them.-- to the left.. to thr right..

 

but i continue the evning. whre a real film starlet working for a real netflix seirs and really for de niro fim shuffed his disgusting tongue into my heterosexual lmouth AGINAST MY WILL AND TAHT ACT HAPPEND TO ME MANY MANY TIMES INCLUDING BY ART STARS AND IN THIS CASE FILM STARS

THIS VERY MORNING I WAS DREAMING OF THAT .. AND THESE DREAMS ARE DREAMS.. BUT I WAS REAMING AGAIN.. REOCCURING REAMS OF WOMEN BEAITING ME, UP GAY FAMOUS AND HETERO FAMOUS WOMEN BUT BLACK SHUFFING TEHIR AMAZING TONGUES AGAINST MY WILL INTO MY STUPID WHITE FACE ASS...

 

now... I M NOT TRUMP .. i simply don t wanna go anymore.. but since nobody watches this disgusting imposer web site by rainer ganahl as rainer ganahl as oscar magnuson... hopefull playing soon some role under whatever psydonyme for thei film... .. the amahzing ny film people were appauled by my films. hence. i became non grata... fine.. i love them. they incredibly smart. i get their point.. NPR is nothng but that.. consent . .me to consent.. but i did get shit consent, dirty tongues, and trauma. hence i give cosent to show my beloved kids as edgar and isadora ganahl.

 

find them - ON MY WEB SITES... THESE ARE DIFFERNT KIDS

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

FOOT PORN +

A NON BREACHABLE QUIT DISTURBING FIREWALL - SET UP BETWEEN THESE RANDOM IMAGES FROM THe INTERNET

HENCE THIS IS NOT CHILD.. PPPPPORN,... I M NOT HASHTAGING HERE ANYBODY...

The diference is taht NOT MENTION THE NAME OF THE AUTHOR OF MEIN KAMPF BUT NEER HIS NAME. - SOME persons on NPR just called it and accused

the UBER DISGUSTER TRUMP BY NAME. .BOTH ARE NOT WORTHS TO BE NAMED ANYMORE..

BUT i can name my beloeved children... but where are they.. bc what you see is not what you see

 

here find them on this film.. the film youi can also download for 20 Dollar but if playing publicly it costs 200 hence 10 times more.

 

I was dreaing today :

 

Dreams trashed

Wed January 6 2021
dreaming of being attached from behind , Llike funny but not really funny at all: hence HARASSMENT BY REALY CELEBRITIES ….
back to the dream: i was dreaming of being harrassed from behind by various ppl :
in the dream…. i was harassed by a women from behind who tried to grab my testicales, and squeeze them and my nipples .. and she was a beautiful waman

now.— it is of course a wish dream bc currently nobody wants to even come near me. hence somehow a wish dream.. but the traumatic aspect underlying this dream.. hence not only wishdreams.. hence contradicting here FREUD — or leaning to his later work where he interoduces the so called death drive but not really sure he ever could scare and reconcile it with his original dream..
in all likelyhood, he anticipated what was coming to come.. or already happened : the advent of nazism and right wing shit (like we have it currently play out today at the CAPITOL— EVER TRUMPER ALWAYS TRUMPERS PROUD BOY SHIT.. FASCIST NOT IN THE HIITORICAL SENCE BUT ..one person was shut..
any how..
that is poltics..

so today on my zoom talk with my beloved kids, edgar and isadora ganahl: i taked today ABOUT HOW THE WATCHED THE RIOT, THE INSURRETION. THE VIOLENT EVENTS THAT TOOD PLACE THIS AFTERNOON AS IF anticipated in my dream.. bc this was “unexpeted” expected….

now.. on npr- all night.. the most important part in the capitol .. HENCE i talked a bit pollitics but when you get only 15 min next to 30 min .. well . what the kind of pornographic treatment is that when i m a trained historian, psychologist and pedagoist and even an artists. hence even a professor of fine art and hence know what this all means,.. … what goes on.

hence. my dream is real .. its appauling and you can support me and my legal find by buying here these gross images by rainer ganahl to pay my legal fund to protect my children from an non functional court system… mister mc ….. mister speaker of the senat.. or whoever … f… xck. no.. NO.

hence. no other way but to beg for money to finance my shameless crazy clueless campain to raise money. to really ….. be in line with art history.. … .bc consent was hard to get an yet.. nowhere to be seen.

hence… no name dropping here.. basta. i only talk with…. non names.

hence.. in real life: indeed i was harassed by an Alex zachary while dancing and they told me to protect me.. but they really harrassed me int real disgust and made fun of me..
they really squeezed my balls while I worked wih him “in the name of ladies” but nobody came forwars bc if a laday tells me to stop . i stop - hence consent is CONSENT.. HENCE THIS IS WHY I AM ON TINDER. AND WHY I AM SINGLE and why i don t even have kids and dont want kids but i make new onces.

other disgusting people who squeezed private parts: mister knight lanzman .. sorry .. from artforum sever times -he squeezed my bowls and and .. and so other famous art ladies from the art world when drunk and when not drunk… but i am never drunk never on drugs but people lfind me disgusting. hence.
let me then play disgusting. - terrible
- next part of dream - first dream since last Thursday -
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- I also dreamed of my dick - and it was really most the time hard - sorry this is not a dream but while i was dreaming.. i woke constantly up and was dreaming of my hard penis - whenever I woke up - I even masturbated and came wonderfully nice - because that release everything ontop of myself and i simply wash it off and it s natural.. but my dreams are not dreams.. they hard wish and trauma journals…
- and then this shit is paralleled what goes on in my real life.. for example that i constantly let people down
hence i had a lot to talk fo my 95 year old shrink… and recorded it . and i tried to explain her my dream.
hence i had no light and talked very very slowly re.-catching my dreams…
and here we go. washington and ANRI YASSUDA OR YASUDA A PROFESSOR OF JAPANESE LITERUTRE IN TEH MOST FANCY DEPARTMENT OF THE MOST FANCY IVEY LEGUE SCHOOL IN WASHINTON..
A NICE LADAY with kids - a former lover .. we constantly sex and she was often drunk and then she beat me for real bloody so the neighbors called the police.. but i was on the flloor.. i was taken apart and they ask me to you wanna make a report and i said it s ok.. they gave me the advise to leave.. and i left her.
it was painful but then.. romana , the mother of the current edgar and isaadora ganahl came into my life and now she studied international criminal justice on my tab and bankruppted me and took my children away.. but she is not responding to zoom conferences … hence my film.. but i was declared as non grata, as non fit to talk to my children etc etc. and this in the 5th year and taht brings me to rachel corbett who also called and even teamed up to have me declared insane exactly a year after and i was picked up by y zynical help call to 911. and institutionalized. hence. a new year hence. i can sel this shit..
and name name. bc what else do i have to lose.
my reputatoin in court gone, my reputation in the art world gone, my reputatoin in the film community never started and hence.. i only wish to be alfred jarry but i love it . i love life, i love me kids, i love my work, my daily life, i love my house as a gentrifier, even if my own tenants break into my unit and still my identity .. passport and and money hsbc acount data and really dig the hole deeper..adn not only COVID.
HENCE

- THEN I HAD A REAL TRAMATIC EVENT THAT WOKE ME UP..
- I STARTED TO STRETCH MY LEGS.. and kind of hurt myself because i did a sort of yoga… masturbation and a gross yoga.. when you always work out you feel like a porn start under the blanket of whatever . anyhow .. i was unfortunately stretching and hurt myself.. and half awake and half alseep i thought i was bleeding and was really “questioning my state of mind as a dreamer inbeteetn reality and dream and remembering… and my future and my past and my present and anticiapted teh anxietiy i had to be judged again by a film cruew. as an actor as a house owner, as a social profiler.. or PR executive and as a legal scholar.
- hence… it was traumatic that last night..
- hence.. .when i really really met my real rainer ganahl in the morning and opened finally the shaes. i realzed there was no BLOOD ON MY FEED. MY ANCLE.. NOT EVEN A SCRETCH. but .. i guarantee you … these events .. by males asn females.. the grabbing of my nippels land my private parts beteween my legs was DISGUSTING.. ROCKY HORRIBLE REALLY HORRIBLE
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- early in the morning between the bed and the this transcribt i wrote half asleep adn in a rush because i waited for my film guest … and the election resutls… i hurt myself a bit because of my day bed my couch I used when sleeping alone - long crime nod real sex ( real hand on my self.. as an erotic act. onanie, in greek. but not thantos.. no dead.. only the petit more. the small death. hence. the comiong, the masturbation, the ejaculation before i woke or before i slept.. before i dream reasoned.
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- what the fk. one more time.. bc now i mix up dream writing.. half asleep and a way of re.enacting my waking up while writing now now.. at 11 pm listining to david bowy who i actually met before he died in stuttgart and hang with him… really.. in stuttgart.. and he was not pleasant. he was a an old man horrible. he kept half stuttgart waiting fro 2 hoiurs and was in a terrible mood but i met him then alone for the book signing and go tuiet some toime.. and tehre he was not nice but much much nicer because private but his much younger german girlfriend was super super nice and contantly excused herself for his nusty start dust behalvior even if . only people showed up.. the good thing.. my young art students didn t know him.. bc it rather an american thing and not a eurpean thing and for sure not sometnhing you irght away learn. bc tofadys heros are different…
- hence… he is again avant guard. whatever

— below is as i wrote it uncorrect.. no interveniton
- but my dreams are all over - I m supposed to meet somebody in round on tinder tomorrow A downtown let’s see
- I Hütte myself always when I m stupidly pushing my blanket half sleeping half dreaming in the air and push my blanket in the air to cover
- Myself
- But then I hurt myself a bit when the Angelou’s wrong while half dreaming half sleeping half aware -‚like now
- Inward not sleeping much snd eight now I sit in the half dark shitting —- police
- Cars remind me of realit bc rhe night was so So dark
- So
- Quite so silent so like rilke s Stufenfolge
- I think I must halve even answered a student -
- Hannah about my
- Videos but I edited on dreamweaver rhe first painting series - thw web page is here and is not funky linked but the dems won at least around 4 am and 6 am and now it is 9 48 -
- I try to make money with me fuxking mouse I love ?? but I hate it and love it lol soll the women I love hate andnlove me bc I dream and travel work make art love kids do my shit - I d love
- To
- Fuxk hank to have sex with her to be Intimate to
- Get off tinder - I met her in tinder - romana I also met when I was in a a crisis of the heart when anri the fuxking beloved korean japanese american literarische grad and post grad ihr stident wanted to have sex and we had so mixh sex in sll positions snd wild around 2006 before she bear me blood Sägerei time - rhe police came - incident reports exist - she was drunk ansnacted out over and Overalls I til thenpoloce said u need a new Giel frkend snd I left - I left exactly a year until we met - we decided thst we made love breakfast sex oe we fuxked like insane and then I left I returned key abs today she is a professor

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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